wondering if i could be human
storyline
Averdonia is a cyborg created by an unstable scientist who committed suicide shortly after completing their creation.
Averdonia embarks on a journey to discover their humanity and the key to unlocking their emotions. They wander the Earth encountering various situations and environments, feeling disconnected from humanity until they meet a mysterious individual who wears a bandaged mask.
Despite the stranger's concealed and unfinished appearance, Averdonia is drawn to him, and they form a deep connection…
Averdonia begins to experience emotions, ultimately prompting them to a quest for purpose and humanity.
However, they must confront the unresolved trauma of their creator's disappearance and navigate the complexities of their newfound emotions as they strive to understand what it truly means to be human.
PERSONAL WRITE-UP
I found myself through the creation of AMNESIA.
Originally, AMNESIA’s meaning came from a place of subconscious codependency.
When I first started producing it back in 2023, I was in an on-and-off relationship that kept me on edge and nearly drove me to multiple suicide attempts throughout the span of 3 years.
However, when I returned to AMNESIA last year in 2024, its meaning transformed along with my own journey.
As I focused intensely on improving my mental health and life out of that relationship, it went from wanting to protect someone else I loved dearly, to becoming a song of deep grief as I felt like a part of my life was lost when circumstances changed.
AMNESIA, from its initial vile state from a terribly troubled relationship, turned into a blessing that helped me recognize my own worth and led me to living a purposeful love that transcends everything. It made me realize that there are invisible threads connecting us to certain people that we will never forget through our lives on Earth. I will be forever grateful for this.
